♥Diaries of Caroline♥

♥Thursday, April 8, 2010♥

Easter break is here but yet somehow I don't feel it is like a holiday

Even sis said I don't even look like I'm having a break

Friends are enjoying their time in their break

I'm stuck at home doing the assignments

How I wish I could be like them

Have fun everyday

Mum said its ok although you don't go out, you could still get your break at home

Doesn't always mean that you could only have fun when there is $$

I do feel sometime that $$ is really important

Without them, you can't go out and enjoy with friends

Others will think you just don't like to hang out

But do they really know why I don't always hang out

Is it because I don't attend their outings, that I get rejected when planning anything

I guess so and it does seem like it

No offence to anyone seriously

Maybe it is just my stupid thoughts

Thinking about all this really makes me sad

It is just one of the depressed moment in my life

Gotta get through this or I'll be down till I can't go on anymore

So f***ed up!

No wonder I dislike planning anything cause deep down I know it won't work out

NO CONNECTIONS

I give up!!

FULL STOP!

If you don't like what your reading, then I'm sorry

Reality made me this way

I'm slowly turning into a harsh and not soft person anymore

Must be tough just like a SHERO

although scars have been formed

Gambateh!

God will guide you till the end although there is no one around but you in this journey of life

He will show us the light =)


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