♥The Girl♥
I'm not a normal girl.
I have low self-esteem.
I love pink and blue.
I love counting the stars at night.
If you think you know me, read my blog and think again.
I 'm imperfect but I can't HelP It.
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♥Wednesday, February 11, 2009♥
Am I really the person who I am??Sometimes I wonder..I don't talk so much to my friend and am not an extrovert person.Is it because I rarely hang out with them that I slowly loose the connection? Or is it that I can't open myself completely up to them..I feel that if I do so, I might be completely hurt and probably lose them. Things might change and everything would be different..Probably I am just thinking too much and probably not. Well the only person whom I think know about my problem is probably Yong We..But because we rarely talk anymore, he would have probably forgotten about it...As for the rest of my friends, I don't know whether do they even know that I have this problem..Maybe they do and they don't say it in case it would hurt my feelings or maybe they just don't know...And if they find out, they would probably change their perception about me in a bad way..Gosh...Why am I thinking so much about this??Does it really affect my life??Actually I think it does and that is why I am doing the course that I am in now..Even last time my cousin and auntie said that it isn't so obvious but I just can't help thinking about it..This had made me feel more small inside..When I was small, I didn't care about what others thought about me..Probably that was because I thought the people around me were sent by God to watch me on Earth..Stupid eh..But as I grew older, I began to take into consideration of what others might think about me...
Well I know there would be a miracle one day that would solve my problem but when will it be..I don't know but I'll keep waiting cause God will always be there by our side no matter what..He has more important things to do first..=) As for those reading this, please don't ask me as it is personal and I don't want it to ruin our friendship..Sorry but probably you guyz will find out one day but that day is not now. I am just spilling out my feelings here to ease my thoughts..Or I'll think about it every night till I go crazy...Hope that whatever that was read here, the thought would stay here only..And thanks for everything guyz!!! Love ya lots..=) and SORRY for the times that I have been an idiot.
♥Tuesday, February 10, 2009♥
Saturday, 7 Feb 2009
Mum, sis and me went to Carrefour in the morning to do some house shopping. I met Swee Yu there as he was looking for his friend there..Lunch was at home. As for dinner, sis, me and Ben went to Summit to watch movie and hence sambil makan dinner there as well. Mum went to her friend's pool side party, Dad went to pick up his client from airport while Bernard went for his friend's open house earlier on..So there was no point of cooking cause its only the 3 of us..Left house at 6.30pm hoping there would be no jam as the movie (Pink Panther) was at 7.45pm and we didnt book the tickets. Dinner was at Sushi King as we have no idea where else to eat and it was already 7pm then..Ordered our food and waited for a while for it to come..We was hoping that it would come faster as we were afraid we would be late...After dinner, quickly rushed to the cinema and bought popcorns before entering. Well the movie was ok to me as it was funny at certain times. Many families were there to watch Pink Panther 2. After the movie, we headed to pick Bernard up from his friend's house.
Sunday, 8 Feb 2009
As usual we went for church in the morning. In the evening, I went to Eugene's house for bbq as a farewell party for him and Melissa..The bbq was awesome!!The chicken that Yong Mei marinated was just yum yum..It was finger licking good..haha=) We had sausages, bread, sotong balls, burger and corn.. Thumbs up for the food and the hard work that was poured by those starting the fire and get the bbq going..We had so much food to eat and yet Eugene's mum was offering us more chicken and sausages. After the bbq, cleaned up the placed and we gave the farewell gifts to both Eugene and Mel. Eugene got a puzzle while Mel with a dress. Then we played Mafia with Eugene's auntie. I could only play for 1 round as I have to be back home by 12 cause I told my mum earlier on that I would be back by 10.30 but mana tau delayed till 12am.hehe sorry yea=P just wanted to spend more time with my friends as Eugene and Mel would be going off to Australia.
♥Monday, February 2, 2009♥
Dad's Birthday Dinner
We celebrated dad's 50th birthday dinner at Vietnam Restaurant in USJ. Had 7 dishes but didnt take photo of another veggie and steamed pork. The chicken and toufu was delicious. For the drinks, I had apple mint soda, Ben with soursop shake, Dad with cold chesnut water, Bernard with basil passion soda while mum and sis took hot chinese tea..Sorry yong mei couldnt attend the yum cha session=) After dinner, Ben went off to Bin's house while the rest of us went home. Sis, me and bro played cards instead..1st we played 'cho tai di' which I was winning some $$, then we changed to black jack and I lost all my $$...haih..no luck leh..finally we had durian yogurt cake to end the day and off we went to bed=) Hope daddy had a great time that day although he lost $$ when he played black jack with his friends earlier on.. Here are the food we ate:--
Prosperity Noodle
House special combination platter
Egg toufu
'Yau mak' with garlic
Vietnamese braised spring chicken